GoneGoddess (gonegoddess) wrote in pro_smack,

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Ugh so i am jonesin bad... Im not getting sick yet i just have that super anxiety that kills me til i get a fix. I have some pills to hold me over but damn, it only lasts for so long. My fiance cant seem to figure out why i am so moody! ha if he only knew that he had found himself a grade A junkie! awesome right?  Especially when im like hold on i need to go get high before I go and check out wedding stuff so im not agitated! I dont know why he thinks im moody. Maybe he thinks im just psychotic. It would kill him if he knew i had relapsed after 6 months of being clean...
I even asked my ma if she cold find any dope today. how pathetic is that?  She said she would try, so here i am LJ'ing and hopin something comes through...

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